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saturday love. [16 Feb 2007|12:22pm]

erin is getting married... TOMORROW!!!!

happy day!
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pleasanton. [24 Jan 2007|01:50pm]
so i'm back at las po this semester. once again. it's actually not too bad tho, i have 2 classes at school & 3 online ones that are through BYU. so hopefully it'll be a good 4 months :)

in a couple weeks i'm goin up to a cabin with all my cousins and we're gonna snowboard all weekend! that should be tons of fun. i'm kinda bummed one of my cousins won't be there (he's on a mission) and he was the one who was supposed to teach me the pro skills of snowboarding too. oh well, it'll be good times.

i procrastinate too much. i need to discipline myself to do my online classes every day. my sister has the car in fullerton for a couple weeks, so i can't drive myself to the library to focus. it kinda sucks, actually.. not kinda. it totally sucks. plus, joey is gone so i just kinda chill at home. i'm gonna go visit him in monterey this weekend tho, i'm lookin forward to seeing some cute little sea otters!

i wanna go in the spa. i think i'm gonna do that tonight with kim. girl time! sounds good to me
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red heads & smiles [07 Nov 2006|02:45am]
i really didnt think it was possible to be so happy and so sad at the same time. i felt like a princess for a week. timing is everything & right now i really hate it.

i've barely slept this past week (because of good activities! not sad things), and saturday night i didnt even go to bed at all. i think i'm in that weird stage when you're so deprived of sleep that you're in that past tired phase. you know?
i'm feeling a little out of it.

i love this fall weather. it kinda makes me wanna ditch class & just watch movies all day. i had the urge to ditch today, but i didnt. i havent missed class once since i've been home. that's a good record!

everything felt like a dream.
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pumpkins [09 Oct 2006|08:33pm]
i'm goin to chico this weekend to visit katy & bryan. so excited!

haha this past weekend bry bry came to ptown to visit & when we were hanging out he said "you're in a bad mood. i've never seen you like this and i don't like it one bit"
i felt bad. i love my friends SO MUCH.
sometimes i think i'm not as good of a friend to others, as they are to me.
but i still love them all & i hope they know that.

i wanna carve a pumpkin.

i don't hate you, i love you. & there lies the problem in itself. i wish i could hate you. this would be easier.

SO emo.
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raindrops [04 Oct 2006|06:57pm]

i love the sound of rain hitting my window while i'm cuddled up in a warm blanket.

things are getting better. definitely not perfect, but what's ever perfect?
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laugh it off, let it go. [28 Sep 2006|12:31pm]
i get to see john mayer this sunday! SO EXCITED.

if it's all been done, what is left to do?
how can you hang up if the line is dead
if you wanna walk, i'm a step ahead.
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whine whine whine [26 Sep 2006|12:33pm]
WARNING: i am going to vent.
because i am in a bad mood and i want to write it out.

i can't believe after 3 years, he's willing to throw it away for some other girl. some 17 year old girl might i add. that really says a lot. i think i'm gonna cut off contact with him, i don't want to.. but i have to. i can't sit and watch it happen. and we all have class TOGETHER. how fun is that?
i hope his new life is good. he blames me for this, i blame him.

he's my best friend, and its all gonna change. i know i can get over this in time, but right now it seems like time is taking forever and moving in slow motion.


i told you i was gonna complain. hope your day is better than mine.
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change. [19 Sep 2006|09:48pm]
[ mood | blah ]

ahhh i dont wanna be here. i wanna drop my psych class but i shouldn't, and i won't.. cuz i can't let some stupid 17 year old ditzy whore ruin my life either.

i can't wait to go back to school in the winter, i'm like counting down the days. i think i need to find a boy, like.. right now. that would be nice. i'm in one of those moods where i want a boy, but i hate boys at the same time. i want him to die. i mean, them. yaaa..

sorry i'm in a whiney mood.

i have a test tomorrow & i can't focus on studying. what else is new?

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comfortable. [07 Sep 2006|09:26pm]
i need to stop shopping. i just bought the cutest pea coat from H&M tho, i love it!

i'm so bored.. my only 2 friends in pleasanton are both out of town. so depressing. thats what sucks the most about las po i think, you really dont make friends. but whatever, i go back to idaho in january :) erin please come back soon. i need you!

i'm excited for fall to come. it's so pretty and i like the weather. & also cuz i just bought 4 new scarfs and i wanna wear them, haha.

mmmm i'm eating almond joy ice cream from lord's, so good. except its a little too sweet.. if thats possible. i almost have my card filled up to get a free ice cream!

our love was comfortable and
so broken in
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empty [21 Aug 2006|10:45pm]
my whole room is packed up. its weird. the walls are so empty, i kinda feel like i'm in a hotel room or somethin cuz everything is white.

i have to give a presentation tomorrow in my social psych class & i'm not really lookin forward to it. although i think i might dissapoint one of my group members who is like an over-achiever. he sent me an email asking if i needed help with anything.. um no thanks. he's nice tho, i shouldnt be so mean.

today me, erin & james took a walk & fed the ducks. we were sitting on a bench and they surrounded us! there was one right by my feet that kept jumping up at me.. so i stood up on the bench. i was scared of a duck.
but the baby ducks were so cute! i wish i had a picture.

i really need to study :/
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beach withdrawls. [17 Aug 2006|04:37pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i just got my hair cut.. it's short. too short. i hope it grows fast.

i'll be back in california in one week! i'm excited/sad at the same time. i know that it'll be good tho.

& i'm making a chico trip to go see katy for labor day weekend, i'm looking forward to that :)

only 4 more days of classes left! ahhh i need to study study study.

i hope there are good things to come <3

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bear world [12 Aug 2006|11:33am]
[ mood | cranky ]

i want to go to sleep. stupid girls. there's one below me playing the piano, which she sucks at might i add. & one above me listening to the TV so loud that i can hear every single word. i wanna bang on the ceiling and stomp on the floor at the same time!

i saw 'the devil wears prada' tonight. it was pretty cute, kinda long tho.. but still entertaining at parts.

ooh yesterday i went with erin & her family to bear world! it was so exciting, we got to see so many bears-- and they came up to the truck we were in & we got to feed them :)
look how cute the cubs were!

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AND that place had the best petting zoo i've ever been to. we got to pet a MOOSE. we also liked the fat pig a lot.

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i've wanted to go there for awhile & its expensive so i was happy i got to go!
&plus we got to eat steak & s'mores that night too. so yummy! so lucky.

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raindrops [05 Aug 2006|05:37pm]
i'm excited! tonight i'm going to a dance festival & there's groups from all around the world who are coming to perform, so it should be awesome.

i need to stop spending my money. but when i see a cute shirt and its on sale i can't resist. dang it.

i go home in 3 weeks.. thats not that long at all :( i wanna stay, and i considered staying for the fall but i should save my money. i'll be back in january-- i have to keep reminding myself that.

it looks like its gonna rain soon. maybe i should bring my umbrella with me. the weather here is kinda crazy but i like it.

& i like you.
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procrastinate. [30 Jul 2006|10:18pm]
i just did about everything i could EXCEPT my homework. i procrastinate way too much, but i can't help it. well.. i can help it, but i just can't seem to get the motivation to do things until i absolutely have to.

um, scrabble has become almost a daily activity in my life. i've never played any game so often before. i'm not sick of it tho, its fun with a group of people. yaaa i'm a dork.

ohh man. erin was borrowing her sister's car this past month, and she just had to give it back.. so now we're gonna have to walk everywhere. its gonna suck. and let me remind you, i live in idaho-- so when we want to do an activity its a 20 minute drive at THE LEAST. and if we want to go to more civilazation, its a 45 minute drive. dang it all.

its almost augustttttt
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rexburg [25 Jul 2006|06:30pm]
i never thought i'd say this, but.. i don't wanna leave idaho.

much to think about.
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summer nights [21 Jul 2006|11:44pm]
it's so hot in our apartment. i think i'm going to the lake tomorrow tho, so that's exciting! (people here call it "the beach" and its definately NOT a beach. it has sand and water, but its pretty clear its a lake)

so erin & i bought those blow up raft/bed things.. i dont kno what they're really called. but anyway, mine is hot pink & her's is bright yellow. so i don't think we'll have a problem spotting each other. but every time we go to the lake we see the same group of girls, and they always "coincidentally" sit next to different boys that are there. i hate girls. maybe thats why i haven't made any new girl friends yet. only guy friends. is that weird? i don't really think so.

my ipod is dead. it makes me so sad! i have to ship it to the apple store to get it fixed, but i think they're gonna have to replace it.. meaning, most of my music will be gone. i dont have that much music on my laptop here-- mann it sucks.

i have so much homework and i havent started any. we don't have school on monday tho, it's pioneer day! maybe i'll do some tomorrow, but probably not.

i procrastinate way too much
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sunshine [13 Jul 2006|05:25pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i'm so happy i'm here. i really think getting involved with school activites makes a huge difference for my experience. just things like going to the relay race/firework show, basketball games, dances, etc. makes school extra fun. i dont know, i like it.

i got my hair cut (for free!) our apartment complex has a free salon for residents, so that was exciting. i saved like $80. i think i'm gonna go back next month and get it thinned again.. cuz we all know my hair can never have too much taken out of it.

i'm gonna be home in the fall, i couldn't make everything work out to go to chico. so i'm gonna be taking online classes through byu & travel lots.

midnight madness tonightttt

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fireworks [05 Jul 2006|05:59pm]
i seriously love the 4th of july in idaho. i'll leave it at that.

school started this week and it seems good so far, i like all my teachers so thats always a plus. i think i'm gonna be very busy with homework but i kinda figured that already since everything is jammed into 2 months.

& i have a 9:30am class, but i have to leave here at 9 to start walking cuz its in the farthest possible building from my apartment-- but anyway, i wake up at 7:45am!! thats not normal AT ALL for me. but im gonna do it. i hope.

i wanna see PIRATES!
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rexburg [01 Jul 2006|12:11am]
[ mood | tired ]

i'm in idaho. my room is so empty, i need some decorations pronto.
but it came with 2 twin beds and i put them together with a mattress pad covering the top of them, so now i have a king bed. it's huge! my comforter doesnt fit over the whole thing.

so tonight as i was supervising erin clean her fish bowl-- she was complaining about how annoying it was to clean & she wished death upon him. and about an hour later, yes.. he died. but not only did he just die, his tank was filled with warm water so he "boiled" to death. poor frankie.

oh and we set up surround sound in our living room. it took quite a long time to figure out, but its awesome. now we just need to get the dvd player to play.

i'm excited for the 4th of july :)

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father's day [18 Jun 2006|01:00pm]
[ mood | happy ]

i think i'm gonna cook something for my dad today because i seriously have no money. and i'm really not exaggerating when i say that. (i think i spent my last $10 on the movie Cars, it was well spent tho i'd say)

yesterday was fun :) i went to the beach with katy & joey and my brother & his friend ryan. we boogey boarded for like 3 hours. AMAZING. joey went in the ocean without a wetsuit on (it was like 6:00pm by the way) and my brother kept screaming "you're the most insane person i've ever met!!" so after many goosebumps and shivering, we finally convinced him to put on the wetsuit my brother was wearing earlier.
(attempting to put on the wetsuit story)
so joey was like frusterated with me the whole time he was getting his wetsuit on, cuz he had sand all over him and it hurt to pull it over his skin. but finally when he had it on, i was zipping it up for him i was like "the zipper is on the inside of the suit... thats kinda weird." but we went down to the beach, only to find out-- it was inside out. haha so he had to do it all over. it made me laugh. anywayyyy once he got in the water again we all had lots of fun! i think my throat is a little soar from screaming WHOO! so much.

then we went back to my aunt's house and grilled some hamburgers and sat around the fire pit. and of course we roasted marshmallows for dessert.

such a good day <3

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